If you were made for each other —- he wouldn't be hurting you as much as he does. I can feel the pain in your writing. He wants what he wants and he doesn't care about you at all. He says he does. And maybe he does. but he doesn't care for you in the way YOU want to be cared for. there will be people who come in our lives and they are like the seasons. They come and go. They are what we needed at that moment and then we move on. he sounds like that person.
5 years is never a waste if you learn what you effectively don't want for the future for yourself. Take the lesson and move on. You will find someone else. Or hey maybe you wont. and you know what, thats ok too! Learning to be alone without feeling alone is the most free we ever feel. Everyone should feel that for a moment in their lives.
You are asking the wrong people. Ask your GF, not us. Personally, if I were her I would say goodbye. 2 years without sex is too much.
If you were made for each other —- he wouldn't be hurting you as much as he does. I can feel the pain in your writing. He wants what he wants and he doesn't care about you at all. He says he does. And maybe he does. but he doesn't care for you in the way YOU want to be cared for. there will be people who come in our lives and they are like the seasons. They come and go. They are what we needed at that moment and then we move on. he sounds like that person.
5 years is never a waste if you learn what you effectively don't want for the future for yourself. Take the lesson and move on. You will find someone else. Or hey maybe you wont. and you know what, thats ok too! Learning to be alone without feeling alone is the most free we ever feel. Everyone should feel that for a moment in their lives.