I actually [25 M] am really confused by what I just went through with my GF [26 F] tonight. I feel like I was physically assaulted, but I’m not sure if that is the proper phrase. I apologize if it isn’t. Provides anyone else been through this?

Just a heads up, I’m sorry for the TMI details in this particular, but it' s the only method to help me explain this.

Long and short we have been dating for 4 many years. Living together for 2 many years. Both of us are perfect fits for each other, plus neither of us want children. This has been well known plus discussed since day 1 of our relationship.

I was having a great night tonight, out and about with some close friends, drinking involved. Before we sought out she mentioned having sex, yet I said we didn' t have time since we were already running past due for our dinner reservation with said friends. I told her we can make it happen once we got home later. The lady understood.

We go back home at the end of the night, have a couple of more drinks and finally hit the hay. We participate in aforementioned sex and she is usually on top. All of a sudden she retains repeating ' cum inside me. ' Literally 15 times. I keep informing her no, absolutely not (Keep in mind she has done this particular before while intoxicated, as well as the next morning she apologizes and thanks me for not doing so. Also in previous circumstances she would mention it once and that' s it… and the only time she does alcohol is definitely involved). For some reason after her saying it multiple times, We are getting closer and nearer (the man in myself I guess? ). Once We are super close, I let her know. Usually when I tell her We are close she hops away and helps me complete with her hand, but tonight she locked the girl thighs against my body and pushed down. I kept telling her to get away from and she said no . She said again ' cum inside me. ' I actually tried to push her away but she fought against it and kept forcing himself on me. I wound up getting her off, forcefully but without injury, before I came and she really got pissed at myself for doing so.

I am extremely confused right now as I was typing this. I don' t even know how to approach something like this tomorrow early morning. She immediately passed out there after this happened and here We sit at my keyboard.

Thanks to anyone that has read through this and has any guidance. I' ll be here if anyone has any questions about the situation.