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I went through something similar. My partner left his phone home accidentally as he left to work and I had my suspicions for a while so I went through it.
It was worse than I expected. He was messaging several exes and receiving nudes, watching loads of porn, looking at porn on IG and saving pics/vids of these women, personally messaging them telling them how very hot they were, abusing xanax, dating sites and NSFW discord severs, and one of the exes he was messaging he was trying to arrange a time for her to come see him while I was at work (it never fell through because she lived a few hours away). Pretty much anything you can think of, he was doing it.
I was working 12 hour night shifts at the time and he was doing all this behind my back. We started off a long distance relationship in Jan 2018, I left my home state and moved in with him May 2019. I discovered all of this May 2020. Most of which was going on from the very beginning of our relationship.
My heart was broken. I was truly blindsided by all of it. We decided to try to stay together and make it work. I wish I didn't. I wish I left. I am tormented almost daily by triggers, paranoia, lack of trust, unhappiness, depression. I have never been the same person since that day and I don't think I ever will be. I am not in a position to leave as easily. We have young kids and we are tied down in more ways than one, unfortunately. So I'm just stuck. I tried therapy and it did little to nothing. He refused to come with me to couples' counseling. He was remorseful the first few months and now if I ever bring it up or having a particularly bad day, he gets annoyed and expects me to have “gotten over it” by now.
If I was in your position, I would leave. My life is a fucking wreck because I stayed with a cheater. I thought there was hope. I loved him more than anything. We had great memories and enjoyed each others' company so much. I felt I would be losing out on the relationship we had built. But even if he is being 100% honest and has been faithful since that day, you'll never be able to trust him fully again. Every time he picks up that phone, every time you leave for work, every time he has to hang out with friends, family, go out and do something. You will always feel doubtful or wonder what he's doing. Most people who cheat, will cheat again. It's just a matter of time because it's something that is wrong within themselves.
Please take my advice and cut your losses. Just leave because it's not worth it at all. Feel free to message me if you wanna talk to someone who's been through this. Good luck and I'm sorry this has happened to you.
Hallucinogens? Do you mean Ketamine?