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Do not agree to anything that you are not enthusiastic about.
If this relationship is one that you want to be long term then I suggest that you get couples counselling to help you work out these issues before you have any further commitments.
Regarding baggage- my issue isn’t even the drug use specifically as I do think that’s not the root problem here. It’s all the thought abs behavior patterns that caused him to resort to actually using heroin. To put it bluntly, you have to have a very specific way of thinking and acting if you resort to using that drug. It’s so extremely destructive and chaotic. I notice so many things about him- he is so impulsive, he can not be alone with his thoughts, he needs constant entertainment, he is unable to cope with any hardship, he is emotionally fragile and eruptive, and he seems to hide things from me. He also told me that he used to cheat on his girlfriend because he was bored and sleeping around with “ugly girls” (as he called it) was exciting and a power dynamic he enjoyed exploring. He told me that he craved chaos, and was a thrill seeker. He told me he had a dark gambling past which his rich father had to bail him out of multiple times. So with all this baggage, I’ve been walking on eggshells every time he’s out of my eyesight. The good things about him are what kept me there – he’s extremely emotionally expressive, supportive to me, kind and sweet and generous. He’s deep and thoughtful and highly intelligent. He sees beauty in a lot of things people don’t, he gets excited and emotional in films. He’s the most fun person I’ve ever met. He cracks me up nonstop and is such a good friend to his friends, which he has many of. He is loyal to his friends and will go out of his way to help them. So these are the positives that I love about him. Not sure if they are even that rare or if they outweigh the fact that he is a drug addict with such a dark past. I really truly can not trust him in my gut.